~My Dark Side~

 My Dark Side

Well..Everybody Got a Dark Side,but Jarang kita Perlihatkan kepada orang-orang terdekat alias ‘’JAIM’’ karena ada kemungkinan mereka tidak Suka dengan Perilaku Lu yang BLUNT sampe-sampe  diJauhin oleh your Friends.Gue si Honestly,Never Can Shown My true Self to other people even thought he/she is my close friends cause I feel uneasy  everytime I want to Expressing myself in Front of People.My Life’s is not as good as I think tbh.My Mood Always Changed every Second,and My friends tell me ‘u probs in Period?’ LoL well I guess that is.But It’s always Happen lately and I’m overthinking too much  Everyday,and everyNight.Walaupun gue Udah Ber-Doa when I Went to sleep tetap aja Nightmare Come and Haunt Me EveryNight.I’m Always Wonder Myself How to Run Away from this Nightmare,dan Ketika gue nonton anime dan Main Character dari anime itu says ‘’It’s Hard To Run Away’’ dan diSaat itu juga gue Mikir,Apa Iya Melarikan diri dari suatu masalah itu begitu susah.Even though I’m tried My best to Forget Stupid Little Things that always makes me Worried EveryDay.JuJuR im not kind of person Open-Hearted gue orang-nya Selalu Ketutup ke Orang Lain.Cause I feel Embarrased at times.and I don’t know If I can Trust every One entah itu my Family,nor Close Friends.I’m Dead Inside to be honest.I’m Secretly Just Watching People From Distance even tho it feels kinda lonely for me.But it cant be Helped since NoBody need my Existence …and I’ll just Be here and Smile even though that’s Fake..:’)

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